morethoughts — itsmebella.com

_{nah. let’s talk about it. i’m not numb. i’m mad.}

_{i’m really mad. i can’t believe this motherfucker.

i get high and get through it. i got through it.}

_{did you notice that i miss you}

_{i can’t believe my chaotic}

_{i’m trying to slow down}

_{this is not what i wish it was

what i wish it were

i wish i was Audre

i wish i could reach you

i wish i could heal you
i wish you would read all my poems}

_{I wish you’d tell me to slow down}

_{who was that i was just talking to

i go so far away in my head

i know what it’s like to dream of far away from far away

lately it’s hard to come back

when i feel you calling i call right back

from a distance i feel her wrath it tries to reach me

i’m protected}

_{something is wrong isn’t it}

_{i can’t tell where or who exactly}

_{something is wrong}

_{or am i wrong in my head again}

_{i can be so sure and be so wrong later}

_{i’m high as shit so it’s bearable}