The feeling of forcing myself to eat is similar to the one I feel when I haven’t eaten all day. A few days, a few weeks, a few months, they go by. Can you believe that I want to thicken my body with the same intensity that I wished it away? A few days, a few weeks, a few months, they’ll go by. Looking at old pictures, I held the stress on my face. A few days, a few weeks, a few months, a few years, they went by.