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6.1.2021

I am months away from reaching a several years long goal. I am finding it difficult to comfort myself. I admit I want to be soft. I really do. More than anything. I am a few months away. In the 8th month things will be better. Tears pool but they don’t drop. Reasoning comes but I still blame me. 


working titles: animal, lilith a new deadline will help me


the really difficult thing about love lost is the realization that we have all been set up to fail. that is why when love prevails it really and truly is a celabratory occasion. i see it for others, i dream it for myself. tears pool but they don’t drop. 

i mourn one at a time. first i feel him and then i feel her. tomorrow i’ll feel nothing.