Along Came Poly 

twin flames, 
which one is the real one, 
can i have two?
i can have two too
if i want to
i guess i have a problem too
and what was i saying
before this high took me over
i resent them both
i’m aint shit with my chest
Future on rotation with my chest
I am right now
I am the ugly right now
I cry I scream I’m sorry
I am always sorry
I am always sorry
And yes, I’m always doing better
And yet, I still have much to unpack
And yes, I haven’t replied for days
Somethings I have to get through by myself
I admit all of my wrongs
am i the only one here telling the truth
i’d let it go if only you’d tell her the truth
about you
about me 
about me to you, me
you never will
i resent you
forget you
it’s easy, i resent you 
am i the only one here telling the truth?
am i the only one who looked in the mirror and saw it was ugly
when will you look and see you are too
are you too?
I am right now and I am ugly
I let the blame settle on me I wear it well
I carry it with me 
I never forget 
I carry it with me 
Shame, the most
Rejection, the most 
I am right now and I am ugly 
I write out the truth
I see that it’s ugly
I am right now and I am ugly
I look me in the face and work on the change
I write out the truth
I need a dark place
I am right now and I am ugly
I look me right in the face 


I AM TOO ANGRY
I HAVE TO LET GO


1.12.2021