I’m an artist! I’m a writer!
Everything is about me and everything is kind of sad
—I NEED TO WRITE THESE WORDS DOWN BEFORE THEY ESCAPE ME 

Outward Bound
2022—08



NEVER LOOK BACK
NEVER LOOK LOST
NEVER LOOK NEW ON THE BLOCK


Desert Islands and Other T

exts
Gilles Deleuze


001
Dialogue
2022—07

: is this okay?
: is what okay?
: us, hugging like this
: yeah, we’re just hugging
: okay
: okay
: this is enough for me 
: yeah, this is enough for me too
: for now
: yeah, for now

Desert Islands and Other Texts
Gilles Deleuze


Outward Bound
1953—01

Expression is vital and it’s imperative that these words be written before they escape me. An idea came to me moments ago and it has already vanished. What I have come to cherish the most is my memory while simultaneously also fearing it equally.  Expression is vital. Everything is about me and everything is kind of sad. I need to write these words down before they escape me. What I have been doing is spending an immeasurable amount of time dreaming and projecting myself into alternative realities so close to home that I often feel lucid, erratic. I have let myself, for decades, for my whole life, exist in several places at once. All of them are the real me somehow. I’m a writer. I’m an artist. Everything is about me and everything is an opportunity for expression.

Desert Islands and Other Texts
Gilles Deleuze